Wow- it’s been awhile since I last posted.  So many things have been going on in my life that have caused me to lapse back into my old ways. 

I’m so frustrated with myself.  I can’t decide whether to give up on dieting (and continue working in my Diet Survivor’s Handbook and try and overcome dieting once and for all) or if I’m still holding onto the hope that I might lose weight and might give dieting one more try.  Do I really want to spend the rest of my life on this rollercoaster of dieting and gaining, over and over?  Am I ready to accept and love my body as it is?  I just don’t know.  I see pictures of me back when I was more "fit" and "skinnier", and the pictures of me now are hard to look at.

Wow, what a positive post to start my blogging again…

Ugh is all I can say right now.