A Neverending Cycle
July 11, 2006Wow- it’s been awhile since I last posted. So many things have been going on in my life that have caused me to lapse back into my old ways.
I’m so frustrated with myself. I can’t decide whether to give up on dieting (and continue working in my Diet Survivor’s Handbook and try and overcome dieting once and for all) or if I’m still holding onto the hope that I might lose weight and might give dieting one more try. Do I really want to spend the rest of my life on this rollercoaster of dieting and gaining, over and over? Am I ready to accept and love my body as it is? I just don’t know. I see pictures of me back when I was more "fit" and "skinnier", and the pictures of me now are hard to look at.
Wow, what a positive post to start my blogging again…
i was wondering what happened to you, i bought that book you were talking about, read it, and have since started WW again… yea, i know - what was the point of reading that book if i wasn’t going to to do it? well, i did learn to listen more to my body and what it was saying (hungry, not hungry) and to stop hating myself just because the scale isn’t saying what i want it too… i will always have to watch what i eat AND exercise but in the big scheme of things, that’s not much to ask… i need to take care of myself, just like i do with my car and my cat so i’m going to start enjoying it… you will figure out whatever you need too, and do what’s right… we’re here to support you…
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Comment by jodi — July 13, 2006 @ 12:19 am